I’m trying to grip the hands of the nearest shadows I’m trying to see the lines of the cage that imprisons me The dim landscapes that surround me I’m trying to hear the thing in my chest Burning day and night I’m trying to smell the smoke That envelopes me But it's all out of reach Undefinable, unplaceable What are my roots, what are my boundaries My goals, my aims, my dreams I cannot quite grasp Who I am and what I'm in