I ben trying oh so hard Lying deep here in the yard Waiting patiently for you To come kick me down more too Its soggy and its soaking wet Something i won't seem to forget Lifting my ****** corpse From this horrid August forth To stumble blindly in the pain That seems a neverending reign So wicked in its sickening thought I hope he leaves me unsought I was blistered from the sun That came down to say we're done It was over before we met Oh how could I ever forget Silly human ******* race Spilling my blood all over the place Who the **** will clean it up When you all have given up Oh I'm sure you'll point at me Sorrowful soul hanging from a tree Beaten bruised & left for dead What do you think happens in my head I hope you don't see me as dream I'm a nightmare you can't scream And sorry excuse for anything How I wish you weren't me