My Lonely Heart -Day 4

Tuesday
after early day sun
the day turned dreary
stormy and rainy
I tried keeping myself
busy
trying not to think
about the one
who fills my heart
with joy
sometimes with sadness
that's my fault
expecting more
much more
than I should
much more
than I have a right too

I painted somemore
on my room
until it got
too dark
from the storm clouds
looks like
I will need
more paint
I sure need
more sunlight

as the darkness
crept into my room
I found myself
at the familiar place
looking once again
at her pictures
I become
more amazed
everyday that I look
she is so beautiful
you can see the beauty
it is behind those eyes
I get lost
looking into those eyes
trying to read
the message there
sometimes
it seems to say
help me
I am a lost little girl
I have gotten older
but I am still that
little girl

I miss her
I miss her so bad
I wonder if she thinks of me
across the miles

  Gomer LePoet...