Kiss me hard and kiss me deep In the morning I shall not weep Ease me into heavy slumber Restless thoughts shall not wonder Your smile I have never told Melts my heart to liquid gold Whisper softly in my ear The melodies I want to hear Tug and bend delicate strings Conduct the song that my heart sings Release me from your grasp, my dear Unless you long to hold me near Disguise, a tactic you learned best Unsynced rhythm in my chest The never-ending symphony Morphed into a catastrophe Bitterness and a vague answer Diagnose me with a deadly cancer Chants of demons in my head My quaking body fills with dread Falling debris from the ledge Standing at a quarry's edge Flying through the stolen night For the first time I can see the light Drown yourself in the guilt Demolish walls you carefully built Intent destruction I never will forgive Because I had to die to live