I finally said good-bye I told him last night And i know that he was upset. I told him to call me sometime, But somehow I know he won't; It’s just the way he is.
This morning I told my friend, She said she was proud! How could she be so happy? That I said good-bye to him, When I feel like dying on the inside?
I almost gave up last night As I explained what was wrong I almost gave in to his begging and pleading But I just can't do it anymore I had to say good-bye.
She asked if I was okay. How can I be okay if I told him good-bye? How can I be okay if I gave him an ultimatum that I knew he wouldn’t stick to? I’m not okay But I have to pretend that I am Just to get by these last few weeks in this country.
2 days of school, 2 weeks of exams, 3 weeks before leaving this country forever Not to come back Leaving him forever unsure when I’ll see him again. Why am I losing these last few weeks with him? Why did I say good-bye now?
I didn't truly want to say farewell But she made me. She hates him Even though she's never met him.
I finally said good-bye to him And said she was proud of me And asked if I was okay. But how can she be proud? How can I be okay? When he's still on my mind?!?