the bomb does not explode. there, only aftermath is real like amputations thoughts are cutting through my flesh from years ago. when that marine i went to high school with told us of his tumor, the surgery he couldn't pay for. the nuclear facility he was stationed by. his bunk-mates, their brains cut also, angry now and as he loudly spoke beneath his bandaged head we nodded, cut his story out as perhaps true, not worth looking into