Suicidally secure
..
(Such as it is!)
__
With a deep sigh
Oh my mother
What have I done?
-
Done to myself!
Done to you!
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We walked together
Beach and Mountain
.
We sang a good song
Didn't we and then it ended
And I thought that we were through
--
Suicidally secure
Against the pain
I thought forever
/
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Blah blah blah
Blah blah blah
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Well I thought that I was daring
I see me now as ---only boring
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False security
(Like gold)
Fades away
...
And what remains?
..
Just the hunger
Of the lover to see the beloved
Once again