'Time is a created thing," so it's my fault I'm waiting for work. One thing I need to surgically remove from my head is the idea that being at work is like talking on the phone all day because someone has told you to, while life keeps calling on the other line and you're too busy to answer. I get sad often. I go to bed sad, wake up sad, feel alright at points throughout the day (depending), return home, feel sad, and wonder if the 't' in 'satisfied' could be replaced in my life.