My Lonely Heart -Day 3

Ah Monday
I remember when
when I dreaded Mondays
back to work
so sad
too often
work was a dredge
high pressure
to perform
performance Ha
I guess they wanted
me to actually
earn that big salary
the last 3 years
of corporate
drained my heart
drained my soul
pressure
always pressure
24/7 on call
too many cliques
I wasn't part
of their clique
oh well
I survived
some how

the sun is shinning
hot and humid again today
I was going to play golf
but got there
too late
apparently
they were already
gone
the last group
just teeing off
Oh well
my back was a little
ouchy anyway
guess I might
have to paint some today

I check the E-mail
hoping beyond hope
but
there are no messages

I love to read
her words
sometimes
she even tells me
she has missed me
sometimes
she even tells me
she loves me
I know
that she does
but I love to hear
hear her say those words

I wonder
if
she even thinks
about me now
3 days
I'm sure she
is busy
checking out
the property
busy with
her own world
hope she is well
she worries me
at times

I still have
her pictures
to look at
look at
and dream

I miss her
I miss her so bad

  Gomer LePoet...