I may be hard to handle sometimes.
I frustrate myself.
I know I can be pretty stubborn.
Its just that...
I get so scared.
I over-think & start to think you don't care.
I say things I don't mean,
I make myself look so stupid.

These words all look like garbage to me.
I'm not sure you can call this writing let alone,
place it in the category of poetry.

worthless, its all worthless.
so i'll end my worthless night
locked in the bathroom with a blade & shut off the light.

I'm sorry for the words exchanged tonight.
I never meant it.
I never meant it.