Univited, unwanted,
yes haunted,
alone in a crowd
head up in the cloud.
Weightless, dragging,
nothing's making sense.

This is just babbling,
no more understanding
a mirthless laugh,
I am not enough.
Much pain to endure
and there is no cure.

Pounding head,
I felt dead.
Empty heart,
torn apart.
I gave a tap,
I've given up.