I wish I could chill and relax but don't have that luxury
Someone is always on my *** about stuff
I want to be thin so I have to work my *** of to get results
I have to exercise or i can't sleep at night
If I don't write something it bothers me
I've always trained hard but never goes towards anything
I don't like to waste my time or feel I'm doing something for no reason
I don't like to argue because I get ganged up on instead of others talking civil
My body aches but I won't let that break me
Everyday is a battle and up hill battle I'd like to win but haven't win yet!
Everyone is a critic until its them getting criticism and they fire back with excuses instead of stay that's what I've been doing.
The day I'm doing good I don't see it because I'm distracted by ******* who have my attention else where instead of letting me focus on what needs to be done.