This was meant to be a praising to my crush How great, wonderful and intelligent he was But now I am finally no longer love blind I saw how different he was in "real" life He never deserved this praising of mine So now I'll speak up and tell the you why
All the conversations I started were one-sided I might as well be talking to the four walls around me Yes, he might have not been interested in me But the least he could have done was tell to me this Instead of letting me **** myself inside over the seens And burning my self esteem to the seams.
I feel if a person doesn't have feelings back for you or isn't even interested in talking with you, he should be honest about it...Sadly, that's not how most people are and I had to learn this lesson in a hard way. Never continue pursuing someone if they don't want to let you pursue them.