poetry
      in my heart:
Singing just for you.
       I was
waiting
      just for you
But you haven't come
       and I wish
    I could just
Have your head on
  my shoulder one
       more time.
   in the dark,
two nights after
      you told me that
               you felt,
you were confused.
     The way you look at me,
and I you,
        makes me feel seen.
Studying the stars--
       tell me about music
    explain the function
  crack your ankles
laugh at me, though your eyes
       gasps at basketball dunks
   hum along to boy pablo
while playing computer games
   right next to me
philosophize until 7 am
          hands in pockets,
     knees angled toward each other
               falling asleep.
       Sun rise.
    tired smiles
all of the little
    things that say
         I care,
      I care,
        I care.
   until my body aches
with the fact that
      in your eyes
I see eternity
   and it terrifies me.