I could've been engaged but she wasn't the one We talked about marriage it was too late You ended us made it weird no trust or respect How could this go on much longer I'd rather it end now instead of divorce This force changed up life too it's course Not in love with you my heart was else where You only loved me to changed me and force me to love you be someone I'm not when I had mixed emotions My relationships secret and special in their own way It's okay to look back but keep going forward Be better for the next instead of adding another name to the exes a list full or regrets and doubts