i dont think you understand.

you dont understand how much i wanted you back.


i cried. for so long after i lost you the first time.

first time.


i considered finding people because you.

you dumped me.


and we got back together.



i was happy.


but i was scared, thinking

"is she happy?"


"if i do this, she'll be jealous.,, i better not then."




like you said.


did i feel jealous?


do i feel jealous?



hell yeah.


imagine watching someone you love,


someone who was your best friend,

who you hung out with all the time,


slowly get taken away.

from people you dont even know.



well-


that was me for what,

2-3 years.


i ******* loved you.


with everything i ever had.


everything.


i wouldve given up anything to see your smile.



but it seemed like you didnt want it.


but its okay.


its okay.



maybe i will kiss her in the bathroom.


like how we did.



little awkward idiots in the bathroom.