Why am I so scared to be abandoned? Why must I care so much? Why do I feel so alone? I don't want to be lonely. I care because that's the way I am. It's my brain that tells me I am alone. I'm so annoyed, I can't keep up. Why do I feel so bad?
This can't last forever right? It is temporary? I hate feeling like this. I don't want to be like this anymore. I don't want to be sad anymore. I don't want to feel like I'm alone. This is so Frustrating.