are you going to miss me when im gone?
you’ve pushed me this far, i hope you’ve thought of it
im on the edge now im not thinking how i used to
im weighing out the pro’s and con’s now
am i gaining anything anymore?
everythings become so heavy
i hate to think of you like this
i hate to wish the worst but can you leave?
you know i won’t
you know i need you
ive been told about you
people like you
but i turned blind
when i look at you it’s complete tunnel vision theres nothing but you and i
i need you
the door isnt locked from the outside anymore
now i have full control
you wont leave
do you love me how i love you?
im watering you and i think you’re growing
but theres not enough water for me
you’re blocking the sun
i know if i move it will hit me
im still
im still here
i opened every piece of me to you i let you inside
you open the door for me
when i have one foot in you close it
where do i go from here?
i talk for hours
your eyes are blank
you arnt like me
i talk for hours
you tell me what i want to hear
maybe you’re just like me
maybe im not the right one
maybe i dont have the right key
you tell me i do
but why wont the door unlock
mine has been open i dont lock it anymore
but that gives anyone the right to just walk in
ill miss you when im gone
theres days where you fill me up until im overflowing
but the next day im gasping for air i cant take it anymore
where did you go
you were different yesterday
you were different today
you’ll be different tomorrow
ill miss you when im gone