I'm feeling entangled, snared by the life. I can't see to breathe, even though i have the breath to, I want to become somebody else, even though it's a new year, I can't help but seem so down, so low. I don't want to be here, but i need to stay here for them. them isn't a person who i can feel, it's the person inside who doesn't want to give up, i don't have much this year, just a lot of untangled fear