What an awful thing it is to cast away your sun To settle for reality that's never really done I know the work that I have logged invited night to stay But now I must come face to face with everything I say As I confront them one by one, the words that I released I find that rather than prepared, I've come to them decreased And so I try to raid my thoughts for desperation's sake In hopes that somehow memories can summon me to wake Alas, the place I once arrayed has now been hollowed out And I'm ensnared inside a world I cannot talk about