i drift through the winter in a total haze
hibernation is in full effect
i hate thinking about the times
when you weren't my friend
so i sleep beneath my skin
and drive around
with a nimbus cloud
gathering

it takes a lot to **** my mind's kicking
throwing tantrums like the ones that split us
so i smoke my buzzing brain out
to get the honey underneath

but it sits there on the shelf,
i think that i should **** myself
then i swiped the mason jar onto the floor

a sticky mess indeed,
and what a shame
when you're so sweet
i can't stand myself
anymore