the snow leaves us speechless and comatose. you shudder. i have always been obsessed with the movements of you, i sigh when you twist and you ****. the smell is ******. i can’t feel my legs? i can’t feel my can’t feel my jaw or the top of my nose or my spine, i bleed inward, and i i i i am TERRIFIED OF MY OWN BODY. you swear that this silence is toxic.you can’t get a word out of me i’ve been choking.im never fine but i believe it