Toska reigns. The chariot is losing control, string by string. Put my hands in the air and allow my shadow to take me for a ride. The horse gallops in destructively attentive strides. Gone with the wind and I bear my name. Pain kills my ego once again. Death is not the same as the living dead. The phenomenon of the world is a continuously paranormal event. There are so many ways to die, veiled under unconscious eyes. Freud understands me, he knows the beast needs to eat. But I don't have the ability to choose on what the other side decides to feast. Polarity is grabbing my arms in opposite directions, my skin and bones are wearing out. If I don't burn, I'll drown. If I don't climb up, I will keep falling down. Love is a circle and pleasure is a tide. The Hermit comes out with his lantern, illuminating everything I have so cunningly tried to hide.