I stood out on the beach listening to Runaway and I have never felt so lost. So utterly, gloriously lost. The waves splashed before me in the dark, though I could barely make them out. The lights flashed reassuringly in the distance. The mountains invited me, I was a speck of dust in the glorious universe. A pin-***** of matter in an explosion of stars. A thing without meaning. A physical entity with no home.