Mothers don't allow their young daughters to experiment with make-up until old enough but I had no choice but to bring a brush to my face and paint the canvas to hide each blemish. Long sleeves, loose scarves, fitted jeans, anything to hide the daily playground ritual. The swing I experienced was not hanging from chains but rather from the tightened fists of someone I once knew. I found solidarity underneath the weeping willow tree as we sobbed together in the cool air of November.
This took a lot of courage for me to post this. It is something I have been carrying around for years and after writing this poem, I feel like I finally have closure.