How easy was it for you to leave that special person? You said you understand pain, yet you cause it. Does pain from other people satisfy your hunger? So much that you hunger for more? Your appetite is full of ego with an appetizer of pain. Pain is what you cause, yet you inflict it on yourself. Does the sight of your own pain feed that hunger? If so, why do it to other people? Make them feel as if they caused you the pain. To turn the tables and said that they did it. Your hunger for pain is effortless. It feels that empty void of what you call a heart. Your soul is that of a black hole. Empty, dark and lonely. When you meet someone with light, you feed on it. **** the light right out of them until all that's left is darkness. Emptiness, darkness and loneliness.... It feels that empty void of what you call a heart.