Stopped being fun
Decided to go home
A 12 bus and train ride
Lots of reflecting
Deep in thought
Gave up on part of self
Beat up inside and out
Lots of frustration pent up
Life had multiple bump
The first to wander the world
New people from all around
Culture clash from taboo to accepted
Things didn't make sense
Ground up pride shattered ego
Trying to heal feel like a whole