Trying to find myself but I can't find me
I'm only having a human experience
Extraterrestrial at best feel my heart jumping out my chest
To have a drum feast
The lurking hawks eeries my soul
I'm losing control of my sight blurry
From the tears fogging and clogging my fears
Seems like I made a pact with death
Long before we met I was already a threat
To mankind seems like tragedy is my family
Can't talk to friends nor foes I get more answers
Out of a wall or pole even the wind flows
Talk to me through each stroke of the breeze
The cardinal directions that guide me
To the crossroads a dark and light figure
Looks just like me its a reflection of self
Darkness is first place and light is in second
barley hesitance because of the distance
Is already prefigured destiny i try to check mate my fate
Only for my mind to crate
Dead empty thoughts beginning to rot
From the filth filled within out inside
The matrix I walk staring at the gloomy rays
Beams across my body to radiate hoping I'll die in not wait
So long I've walked a troubled journey
Lonesome feet pace a never ending race
My real home sits in a grave plot empty slot
With my names in all caps just line everything we operate under
Corporate fictions
No wonder everyone is the "walking dead"
Literally I'll be here and there if I don't make it
Just know the train wreck took me up yonder
To a expedition where many wonders
Let the rain come along with lightning and thunder
I'll replenish and nourish the earth with my tears
And let the stream fill in her empty cracks