It is the bells I fear when at 6pm the menfolk trudge up from the glen and evening flicks its greedy tongue into the eyes of the dying day and the beasts that room within the evening gloom are no longer held at bay but free to roam.
The darkness has no home not in my heart I want no part of it.
The eyelids of the night blink and in them I sink into another death where the stinking breath of doom invades me. All pervasive persuading me to go Into what I do not know? Nor want to.
At 5am the menfolk wake and that is when the lingering night spits into the face of the coming light and then I feel alright.
But as the gloom retires it is time to light the parlour fires to rid myself of the chattering chill. The night will always frighten me the bells will always make me see the beasts.