I really miss the company.  Feeling extremely lonely.  Pillows drowning, face frowning. I'm a stranger down beneath, I miss being able to breathe. All the insecurities and the dramatic change. Now it's all the sudden strange. I cherish the scent of our home. Now I feel like I'm alone. Time to bust out the journals and pretend. Rereading the memories but trying to also defend.
My mental mind is daydreaming about the simplest time. She use to be mine. She shined so bright, use to hold her tight. But she was ready to let me go. May these tears glow.
I've picked up so wishies and I'd wish for a simple kiss. Forever and always is now a miss.
Someone save me, I'm living a painful memory. Why must she get that comfort from someone else. My emotions are wrecking my health.