I hate being alive, depressed, I want to die Never thought I'd feel like this, I really don't know why Or maybe I do and just don't want to say But I know, its a thought I have every single day Help me please, save me from this pain Sometimes the right words can make my thoughts seem sane Tell me I'm joking, or that I'm lying to myself It cant be true, my words must be locked on the shelf I'm worthless I know, never more than I think Wish my life would end faster than a blink