Empty and parted broken hearted darted
From the day of the dusty battlefield
Emotions shield can't hide the demonic feels
Lurking and hawking over sleepless nights
Soars higher than kites leeched to a cursed rite
Rituals habitual following orders of wicked men
Chaos still within the words of my pen true sin
Lives in all of us once the guns bust ashes to dust
See the blood painting a beautiful ******
Highway this ain't D-Day better yet doomsday
Many questions left unanswered I feel sorrow
From my future present past of those who borrow
Golden times off the hours minutes to seconds
Somebody dies tears streaming rivers cries
I see the image in the mirror it's more clearer
When I'm drunk stumbling near a tree trunk
On bended knees uttering god please creeds
Take me out of my misery let the demons free me
Release my energy so i recharge the synergy
Suddenly I see a shaft of light wings spans
Of a ghetto contraband billions in the stands
Praised by the black figured man innerstand
My souls battling other souls over control
Had to toll my own self moving blood portals
Dodged the bullet weight of pains was heavy
I couldn't pull it stuck in a predicament
Seems like deaths the realist born for sentenced
My life ain't **** my friends ain't **** pulpits
Ain't **** jobs ain't **** the honor is in bullets
I feel my past warriors who done passed on
Yeah no names to mention i guide the strengthen
As the toggles lengthens im still wishin'
I could see y'all pains and wash away the stains
Seems I'm close to the joining y'all mayne?
Once again I'll let the words paint a picture
Graphic as ****** Stalin young brother wilding
Out dreams let my third soul intervene
No longer care about things what's happening
Somebody reach for me but ain't close to me
Naw folks just let me be guided by my will
Let the my body warm til cold leads chills
My body below grow about thirty pounds more
Yo I look good laying under the cover no other
Well some others feeling like me fleeing sanity
For insanity makes me a better man to see
Fantasy reality cold hearted world mentality
Certificate of death threats pawn by hands prints
Collateral damage can't be managed
Bloodstones sticks and bones drones a clone
I'm ready to die so why won't yall leave me alone...