I've been drinking, thoughts of mental health been shrinking. Don't know whats going on because I'm over thinking. Grab me another beer because reality check is a deep fear. Ain't nothing going to matter, hearts literally about to shatter. Heres the thing she can have my heart and locket put it in her pocket and lock it to be able to recognize im all in and all hers. Feeling the chills and the non existence cures. Why must i daydream about love that don't even want me. I guess I'm not meant to be happy