A woman sits at a wooden table Elbows on the trailing lace tablecloth She takes a silver spoon She mixes sugar into coffee And glances at the plump yellow moon.
"Where is the snow?" She asks a mouse As it slides under her arthritic feet, Disappearing between two floorboards.
There is a bundle of letters beside her.
With a sigh she selects a quill From a deep desk drawer And dips it in sloppy ink. She writes:
The night spreads its cloak around my house I have no use for the day When the moon draws my feathers out They sprout From my skin Gold-tipped and I always knew I always knew they were there I knew all along You will miss the way my songs Always ended in a whisper My sleep always ended in a deep set chest pang Your hand was soft at the back of my neck And I no longer have use For the skin That keeps this rage in That keeps this jealousy in I will spit it into the snow So the light inside me can grow And you will see only The resilient flutter of my wings Outside your window.
It is the last letter.
With delicate, bony fingers She pulls the strings about her envelopes like a spider weaving a web
Glancing once more through the window she smiles as the first graceful snowflakes descend from the sky takes her bundle outside and tucks it away
In the morning a bird is seen fluttering quietly out of sight; it may have been a trick of the light.