As a child I earnestly asked my father Is it true that no matter how much one Knows; how many ways we try we or How hard we cannot get to heaven or Realize the greatest good without he;p Help that must come from God. We, my Mom and dad were sitting around a table It was nearly dark as before a storm or 6pm On a winter's eve. Before he could speak Suddenly some strange foreigners came to Our table babbling questions seeking for directions completely interrupting my hope Of an answer to my question. My father did Not get to answer me. I guess I really only Wanted confirmation but it left me feeling in- Complete. Later much later he told me to Write it all down and I would understand.