they think they know what my life is like but they don't sit here listening to their parents' fight praying for it to end while they argue past midnight trying my hardest to pretend that things will be alright but knowing they won't cuz you can't fix something that was never even whole to start with... and when they do get along you're not happy, you're scared you hold your breath and make sure to stay aware cuz it never lasts long and once they start they won't stop so you sit and just wait for the other shoe to drop...