She is not gone. You have not lost her. She is transformed into shine and glow and into star stuff. You are part of her in some way that glistens in the Universe.
Death is only a segment of the cycle of which you are the best part. Her laugh rings around you. Her love transfigures you. Listen.
The tinkling of star songs is for you. The sparkle in your eye is her. Be aware that death is a tap over your shoulder, a smile in your mind.
You have touched a miracle of which you are a player. There is no way into tomorrow. Today is the way to love her forever.