i need a drink
a shot
another
another
another.... a few more
i don't wanna think
i don't wanna remember
i don't wanna feel
i don't wanna be able to walk
i want to feel the poison in my veins
i want to forget it all
i want to feel okay
i want to be as unsteady as i feel
i want to stagger with my legs
as i already do in my mind
i want to require clear care
because apparently scars aren't enough
i just... i just want out
man... i need a drink
but i don't know how