Toxic minds,Broken hearts

Be so far from me when I need you the most
Yes,I like it that way
Let your love for me overflow and then spill it
Maybe this will heal you
Heal you and me
Play me all you want
Lie to me as you wish
For my sense of judgement is broken, I know no truth
Do it under oath
And lie to the judge,for there is no judge

I have cried,I have laughed
I have hugged,I have kissed
We all really do pretend sometimes
Fake smiles and forced laughter
Forced interest and awkward hugs
Do me no good, I deserve no good
Don't shower me with your fake compliments, say it just the way it is and it will make no difference
Realness is costly, it could cost you some fake from friends and gain you some real enemies.

©Emanzi Ian.