I haven't a clue what to say here
I'm just waiting for something to happen
Which clearly isn't working for us
I know that I adore you
I love you
Your awkwardnesses and breathy laugh are so comforting to me
You make me feel safe
And worthy
and whole
You are adorable
But you're also one of the most astounding examples of a man I have ever had the pleasure of encountering
Your hands held me
Your words comforted me
They still do
I believe that I want you
But I'm scared to want things recently
Because as soon as I admit that I want it
It escapes
It takes off in a terrifying hurry to be far and away from
Wherever it is that I may be