What you do not realize is that, that is exactly what I do everyday. Just to please society.
Every morning I wake up and put on a smile. The smile that hides all my pain and tears. Because if I showed how much I actually hurt, I would just be judged.
Sometimes I feel that is all our society is; they're a bunch of judgemental ******. That is why I have to hide behind this mask; and sometimes...that isn't even good enough.
So you see, I do pull my **** together. Every **** day. Just to please everyone.
Got a text from a teammate telling to that I need to get my **** together and figure out what Im doing with my life...Dont you think I am trying?....Venting thoughts