Spinning in unfinished circles and cleverly hidden tea pots and bright green hats and leaves and things. Having a vague and uninteresting effect and influence on the people and the pope and the people of the pope. Spinning faster, faster, faster. The lives around become a blur. A memory of a memory of a memory of an imaginary being. Fast, fast, fast. Crying. Madness is good to slip into, they say. Writing notes and grocery lists with your own blood and brains and tears. Repeating the lines of a memory of a poem about a Spanish prison. Crying on Death Row. Walking down the street with hidden wings. Cutting and trimming the clouds and dreams. Behaving well on Wednesdays and teaching the dog theater etiquette. Throwing bricks at the ******* next door screaming, "Kerosene burns slower than gasoline!" Signing the edge of a razor.