I think I threw my arm out playing catch its fun to be involved push myself to belong and feel I belong proving myself.
That's the feeling I love most about sports always doing my best try to be my best on and off the field. I like my training and efforts to go towards something. I want to be in an MMA match before I'm 30 I don't look my age and told myself I'd be in better shape than a teen or better. I've set personal goals I have to stop letting other factors play a role.
Today was an emotional expressing myself being able to have a connection  to something I love.
I do miss coaching but don't want to go back my staff treated me unfair but starting new is the way to get over the bad that's going on.