when you're not sad is it because you're so blinded by being so busy and being so involved that you cannot see what truly torments you? are you so absorbed into others that you forget yourself and come to find that your heart is actually bleeding badly? what do you do with that cover with more things or alcohol or love or *** or jesus christ? what really solves it? but solitude and time to feel but how to gain that solitude when you're never alone?