I want to cry and be held But that's no longer a go to Especially with the cheating i put you through It was never okay But I've changed before it was to late I'm ready to isolate I've got no where else i wanna be I've got no one i wanna see I guess you've nailed out some plans Happy for you Now it's time for me to try to stay close Because I'm resisting the urge to beg for you I'm in love and I'm in agony but it's what i get for hurting you.