Light puffs of steam fluoresce as though lit internally. The public lights always do that when I look up to see the moon. And it's cold, but, I suppose it seems colder without a smile to warm me. The pain of isolation reinforces that God definitely doesn't exist. Or, if it does then I won't feel bad if I tell it to go **** itself. Pain just for existing Solitarily is a curse enduring. The moon reminds me Of her Of her lack.