same as asking an elephant to fly or a tiger to be friendly, the same as waiting for it to rain in winter and snow in summer, the same as writing with an eraser or trying to tear metal, the same as expecting from a dog that it will meowing or from a cat that it will speack
it is impossible, let me be myself, do not expect anything from me that I cannot give you, I do not expect from you that you will ever remove your ego.