Reasons to cry
I can think of so many
I try to relive the stories of my life
And all i can think of is how i deserve
My crowded thoughts of suicide and the need to die
To save someone the heartache of trying to get inside
Barricaded walls with no scratch and no sign of breaking
So many have tried to understand me
But what they come to find out is
On the outside im empty showing my smiles and dreams
While in the inside i'm screaming for help
No more dreams cause only the nightmares consume my night
No time to think of the life i might have
When you lay awake thinking of ways to end the hurt
To end my life, so whats the point in planning the family that I know I will never have