I've sung to a corpse Looked a baby in the eyes While I ****** its protector And I played a house of lies The film won't stop rolling Till I'm cold and all alone How long will you stay silent While I listen on the phone? I found you out west We were both so far from home You belonged to someone else How the **** could I have known I wrote you a song But you knew it was a joke I'd take back the things I said If I knew I wouldn't choke The friends we made are gone I'm convinced they were a dream The joker and the ***** were much deeper than they seemed We all survived together In that new and scary land You told me you were happy That first time I grabbed your hand Each night alone with you I thought our bond could never end How fast you were seduced, by that man you called a friend All the flowers in the world Couldn't keep you by my side Your passion faded darker as each wilted petal died Now you've run away Into the safety of your lamb But if you ever need to find me I'm still lost in Muskingham