I feel numb don't what kind of response to give
You make life so hard to live judging eyes
A mouth that speaks everything but the truth
You tire me I turn my back don't ever want to go back I wish you the best I e changed don't make me do bad or ask me to be your decoy
I'm not the crying boy you made she'd tears
Or walking around living in fear of hurting other
Never the same loss of a brother never the same
Guilt is trouble taking the blame
I've stayed positive and lost it all and wonder when I gain or will get the happiness I seek without going through hell to feel at ease